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The struggle of perfection (is there a hair out of place? Did I say the right thing? Who would be offended? Etc) held me back from writing on this blog like I had something to prove or some grade to achieve but I'm learning it's not about that... it's about "the letting go" (full blown release not like a blow out diaper close but a more divine aroma) and "the honest sharing" (yes, I did trip up the stairs or yes I forgot to put the coffee cup on the keurig to catch my coffee) and "connecting of genuine relationships" (not to wallow and soak in our tub full of doubts but build up, encourage, laugh, & love - btw talking with our toddlers doesn't count, cute but that's not what we are going for here) No one would remember my typos or the run on sentences. I am not a school teacher for these reasons but my head is full of deep deep thoughts which I hope to process through this blog. I would like to pen and share with anyone that wants to join me in this thing called "REAL LIFE". Don't hold back - a ginormous lesson for me, it only hurts ourselves. Every time I held back it created a sense of loneliness (fearing the unknown what's that worth to us- I gave it more value than I should- definitely could have went on a full blown shopping spree- wasted worth). Later did I realize if I would have spoke up that person was going through something similar- CONNECTIONS! We were made to connect, don't hold back, live life for today at the end of the day if you can go to bed saying you were real with yourself, & honest. Then you've done good my friend .
